Sunday, December 27, 2009

After the hustle and bustle....

Well, I passed the CNA exam and am now official to work in Colorado as a nurse aide. I will be starting a new job on the 9th floor in the same hospital and am very excited! It is the step-down unit from the CICU that I work in now. After the CICU the kiddos go to the Cardiac Progressive Care Unit (CPCU) where we teach parents how to care for them at home and then they are discharged from there. I look forward to being with my patients in this capacity, as it allows me more hands-on time with them, than the CICU does.

Christmas has wrapped up and it was a very joyful time for my family and I. There was much laughter and love spread about, but most importantly, there was a focus on the savior of my life and praises of Him being spoken about more often than usual from some of my family members.

As I begin looking forward to 2010 I find myself eager to finish my online bible school and receive my certificate in Biblical Studies. I look forward to the growth that the course will continue providing me so that I can know, and help others know, Jesus better.

My father gave me a book called Classic Christianity for Christmas and was reading it today. Something that resonated with me was this passage:

The thoughts we consistently feed into our minds will determine our emotions and desires, which will in turn determine our actions. Paul wrote about this in Philippians 4:8 "Finally brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable -- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy -- think about such things. "

I think this sits so deeply with me because I suffer from depression at times, and I wish I'd read this before some of the battles I've been through. I tend, like many people who suffer from depression and obsessive disorders, to hang onto negative, nagging, untrue thoughts. I choose now to begin soaking my mind in the Lords' truths and ignoring my emotions during times of crisis. I choose to consistently feed my mind with His promises and words of hope each day from here on out. I want to have His joy and hope resonate in me and radiate out of me and I know I can accomplish that by feeding myself consistently with the words of the scriptures! I pray that you all would find hope in Jesus too and consistently feed your mind with his words.